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[16 Aug 2005|10:43am]
• Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
• I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
• I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
• I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (maybe/maybe not).
• I'll tell you my first memory of you.
• I'll tell you what food you remind me of.
• I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
• If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. (Please!)
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perfect [26 Jul 2005|12:47pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

listen to fight test by the flaming lips.

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[24 Jun 2005|10:58am]
[ mood | content ]

i do not transition well.

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[16 Jun 2005|01:25pm]
tea inhibits the absorption of iron!!!!!
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[09 Jun 2005|12:01am]
[ mood | better ]
[ music | snow patrol ]

Hey hows are things going looking forward to seing you whats your
schedule . Well talk soon Love dad

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[04 Jun 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | panic ]
[ music | radiohead- nobody does it better (cover) ]

i dont really know what to do anymore. literally. i've just been living in my head since may 3rd and i'm pretty sure i've fallen backwards and unlearned everything because my train of thought is unhealthy, but pretty familar unfortunately.
i am putting wayyy too much on courtice/ oshawa/ orillia for this summer.
i need to be more honest, more care free. i have been working on these same things for years.
i am much too hard on myself.
i need some more long term goals.

i need to read this tomorrow and chill out.

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i'm sick you're tired. [27 May 2005|06:29pm]
[ mood | lost ]

i want to be wrong but no one here wants to fight me like you do

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[15 May 2005|11:13pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | the arcade fire ]

serous otitis media and chronis rhinitis

sup.

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[08 May 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | rilo kiley; ripcordd ]

soooo my sister got more beautiful and i don't really know how but whatever.


thursday.

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this: [26 Apr 2005|05:51pm]
[ mood | my body hates me ]
[ music | pedro the lion; rapture ]

life

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this is going to fucking suck [22 Apr 2005|01:33pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | pj harvey; down by the water ]

If I get too close you wake me up
Remind me softly to go
If I forget won't you wake me up
Remind me not to feel a thing
Keep the dream tight
I can't feel a thing

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[14 Apr 2005|11:45pm]
[ music | bright eyes; sunrise sunset. ]

im in that stupid infatuation stage again.

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[08 Apr 2005|01:56pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | choke- lost cause ]

so about me doing well in school. fuck it. biology's a bitch.

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[01 Apr 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | the weakerthans- one great city ]

post breakup last night, dave and i studied for our philosophy test which was this afternoon. true scotsman theory: you are mean. you are not being mean right now. therefore, you are not really you. yes i am focusing on the positive.

tonight im going to rock out to constantines and cry to weakerthans. let's hear it for my fake id!

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[01 Apr 2005|12:47am]
[ mood | single ]
[ music | rilo kiley; it's a hit ]

guess who's back on the market.

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[29 Mar 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | the cardigans- love fool ]

thursday- friday in a nutshell ( in somewhat chronological order)

midterm, slushies and vodka, the flaming lips, jill's twin sister, smoking can't kill you, crying, losing caroline, concerned with real life not so much the ego, "i just want to live! i don't care about the things that they say", walking between quebec and ottawa, panic attacks, no ryan- no anyone really, friends all day, drinking away my ulcer and hang over, coffee, smokes, alcohol, salad, humus, zacks, crying, bio bio bio, sleeping forever and ever, ben ben ben, crying, aspartame, never call home again, bio.


if i listen to love fool once more i will explode.

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[29 Mar 2005|12:43am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | hason ]

1. RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
jeesus in between i guess
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
lives of girls and women- alice munro
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
bluee
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
hungry hungry hippos("for years i thought hippos only ate marbles")
5. FAVE MAGAZINE?
vogueee. i'm a sucker
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
vanilla
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
bacteria from old sponges
8. FAVORITE SOUND?
acoustic guitar, jill, the fan
9. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
yesterday; anxious paniced distraut frusterated hopeless etc
10. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
GAHHHH. coffee and yogurt then library. fuck
11. FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
blues
12. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
2ish i guess
14. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?
to be happy! and confident! and to LAUGH
15. FAVORITE FOODS?
veggie lasagna, chocolate, beer, lettuc
16. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate OH MY GOD
17. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
i HATE driving. but im careful.
18. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
definately not
19. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
coool when im not stuck right in them or have to go to class
20. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
pfft
21. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD IT BE?
scarlet johanson. we'd chill and smoke and talk about how much better we are than most of the population.
22. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATOO'S?
not yet
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCING'S?
yep. ears
24. DO YOU EAT BROCCOLI?
i should
25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
director of an outdoor camp with soo many art supplies and enless amounts of government funds! i want to have fun with kids and nt have to worry about anything else.
26. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR?
platnum
27. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
almost
28. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
half full
29. FAVORITE MOVIE?
almost famouss
30. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
sometimes
33. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU!
i found it randomly.
35. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
gwen will probably respond first cause she understands the importance of procrastinatiion
36. FAVORITE PLACE IN THE USA?
mariland DC- im going this summer to visit the other half.
38. FAVORITE WEB SITE?
www.maestro.uottawa.ca
39. Favorite item of clothing?
jeans
40. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
the used!
41. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING? '
9sih
42. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD THAT BE?
jason leee
43. GOLD OR SILVER?
gold bitch
44. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
closer
45. THE LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED?
virgin suicides
46. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
eggs and yogurt
47. WHO WOULD YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN THE SAME ROOM WITH?
james' girlfriend. gah
48. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
YES
49. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
ryan, learning, children, love
50. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
jean
52. SUMMER OR WINTER?
fall
53. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
buttered and salted. SALLTT
54. BUY OR BURN SONGS?
buy
55. FAVORITE CAR?
bmw
56. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
cucumber
57. WHAT CHARACTERISTICS DO YOU DESPISE?
dishonesty
58. FAVORITE FLOWERS?
daisies
59. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO
TELEPHONE PEOPLE?
1.345 minutes
60. FIZZY OR STILL WATER?
still
61. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
white
62. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
4
63. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO?
florida.go mainstream
64. CAN YOU JUGGLE AND IF YES, HOW MANY?
yes. 3
65. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
thursday
66. RED OR WHITE WINE?
white
67. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
went to class, got high in my bathroom, got drunk and went to the bars.
68. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
yes
69. COMFORT FOOD?
chips
70. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
wendy's fries dipped in frostiess
71. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, " IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD..."
buy a laptop, go to school forever, buy a house, buy an aquarium, not stresss
72. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN?
2 oshawa and ottawa.

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i feel like i should quote gwen on this post [23 Mar 2005|01:01am]
[ mood | numb ]

i want to be married with 3 kids a house and an established career.

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in my heart it's the 5 of us [21 Mar 2005|04:49pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | white houses ]

Make no mistake, you are not about to improve anyone merely by insisting that he or she modify his or her behavior to suit you. Back off.

get selfish. i'm so paranoid. i swear i was born anxious. i need reassurance for absolutely everything. i felt the same way today as i did last monday and by tuesday i wondered why i worried because it is ALL IN MY HEAD. i think i left half of me back at trent.

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you're manic or you're depressed. [20 Mar 2005|11:15pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | bright eyes ]

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